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A Love Like Never Before

So she asked me to write her something about my love for her... well... here goes...


How I feel is.. love.

A love that has never even been felt before.

A love that I have never even experienced before.

A love that is like a growing lit candle flame.

A feeling of just knowing I have finally found that one special person.

That one person who I so dearly yern to spend my entire life with; each and every day.

At times I would find myself envisioning this furture...

A great future of family and of happiness;

Of success and of strength.

A bond that is unbreakable and woven so tight together.

And this I can honestly say I have never even seen before.

When I close my eyes all I can envision is you.

Holding you in my arms; staring down into your beautiful eyes.

Even from the first time we had met...

I would wake up every morning just thinking about you; laying my head down to sleep...

Thinking about you.

Thinking about us.

Thinking about our future.

Thinking about being right there next to you.

Falling asleep with you always in my arms.

“GOD put us together,” I'd say. “GOD has done all of this”.

And those butterfiles I still get to this day on my way to see you...

The instanly freezing up and not knowing what to say.

That feeling of being invincible; “I could concur the world.”

And you're right there by my side, not giving up, supporting my every step of the way.

Imagining life without you is unberable; the thought is just dreadful.

A part of me would just be so lost.

And I risk it all because you're worth it.

You really do mean the world to me and even being away for just a short period of time pains me so deeply.

My whole world now revolves around you; my only true love.

The one who all my life I have prayed for; praying for that special someone who's you.

I made you a promise that I'm always yours; and in my heart my love won't ever die.

You, Leia Dawn, will always be that special part of me.

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