Jared R. Lawson

So she asked me to write her something about my love for her... well... here goes... How I feel is.. love. A love that has never even been felt before. A love that I have never even experienced before. A love that is like a growing lit candle flame. A feeling of just knowing I have finally found that one special person. That one person who I so dearly yern to spend my entire life with; each and every day. At times I would find myself envisioning this furture... A great future of family and of happiness; Of success and of strength. A bond that is unbreakable and woven so tight together. And this I can honestly say I have never even seen before. When I close my eyes all I can envision is you. Holding you in my arms; staring down into your beautiful eyes. Even from the first time we had met... I would wake up every morning just thinking about you; laying my head down to sleep... Thinking about you. Thinking about us. Thinking about our future. Thinking about being righ...

Leia, Since the first day I met you I fell in love. I can still remember that very first day... me standing at the bottom of that rickety stairway looking up at you. And you at the top looking down at me. It was at that moment I could just feel something was different than before. But come to find out later all you were looking for was just sex. You made a comment on the jail phone that in the beginning I fell in love with you and in the end you fell in love with me. In the end? Is this the end? Now, I've decided to write you something because it's hard for me to get my feelings out and spoken into words to you. And I'm pretty sure you know why that is. Let me take you back a bit... remember when I would buy you cards and write inside them for you? That's me. Yet you ripped up every single one. Will this end up getting ripped up when we're all said and done? You said in the end, right? Remember our first kiss? I still do. We were sitting on your Lani. You were at...